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Hello. It's B. basically pessimistic. occasional suicidal. outcast. im no sunshine and blue skies, it's rainy days, gray and uncertainty. r a n d o m.. into kpop, few bandoms, and basketball. 910930 |
Wednesday, April 2, 2014 @ 4:09 PM ( the bestfriend you can never shove off )it was siomai for a too-late-lunch and just the two of us; which is becoming rare. a light conversation that would never hint about any forgotten misunderstandings a few days back. the usual talk about childhood and future plans and frustrations over certain assholes flowed in between bites and laughter. this is a rocky relationship; most of the time getting shaky because of my immaturity and irresponsibility. but being the bigger heart you keep us steady. even im still uncertain about everything, you still get to let me test the waters but handed me ropes and pull me up keeping me from drowning. it wasn’t like that when i was a kid. you were a competition. and i hate the comparisons, cos you’ll always be the prettier, smarter and more popular one. maybe i had outgrown that and accepted the role as spare, still you will always be my major insecurity. and for the past years though you had been my refuge. my confidante. the only constant friend. the bff i can never shove off out of my life. but the role you played leveled more than that of an older sister, it was actually like having another mom. you were really crazy O___O. you should be put on rehab.i laughed on how you reacted when i let you see my lines; i know Ach, i love you too Labels: personal |